Bye Bye Birdie

Marvin and I broke up. Not like we were boyfriend/girlfriend anyway, but we're not going to be at this point now. The prospect is gone.

Here's how it went. Last night we went out for Chinese food at Taste Good (best Chinese in Buffalo, even if they aren't the friendliest of people). We got General Tso Tofu to share and rented The Fighter. Our talks were good, the movie was good. He looked super cute. I looked good, I think. I wore a tight black shirt with a red tank under it so it wasn't too revealing, and gray skinny jeans with black heels.

Unlike our last date, there was no foot play, no arm touching, no hand holding, no kissing, nothing. I was so confused. He did tell me right away that he had to leave right after the movie because he had to leave at 6:00 am to look at a tour van in Detroit with Chris. And he did, he left right when the movie ended. I did not even have time to pounce on him to try to makeout with him. Very disappointing.

I was feeling so depressed about it. I basically emailed him about it because I knew I wouldn't see him again for two weeks, unless by some miracle he called me and wanted to hang out on Friday and take me to the airport on Saturday (slumberparty of my dreams!). But no. He said basically that he wants to just be friends...blah blah blah he likes my kisses thinks I'm a great girl but doesn't want a girlfriend. He still wants to be friends. And I do still want to be friends with him but I'd much rather him be my boyfriend. I was just so into him. And I keep hoping that he'll see how much he likes me if he hangs out with me more being friends, but that's probably not the case. He probably just doesn't want to be my boyfriend and doesn't want to be mean and say that.

Anyway, it's been a bad week. That included, I found out that my health insurance was going up 300% and I can't afford it anymore. The job I applied for and had two interviews with decided on someone else. I'm really feeling down right about now. I do have a date tomorrow with a minor Buffalo celebrity. He's pretty big on the scene. He seems pretty nice. Hopefully that will cheer me up. It'll be my first okcupid date.